It's been raining a lot these days. It's monsoon season.

The weather is also very humid and hot. I can't even imagine what China will be like because people are saying that it's worse over there. Two more weeks and I'll be there to find out... :)

I rearranged all my furniture today. Feels like a new place now. hehe. In a couple months, I will be back in the states....So close, yet so far. I get really excited and nervous at the same time when I think about going back.

yikes.

A Beautiful Mess

You’ve got the best of both worlds
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you’re needy,
Humble but you’re greedy
Based on your body language,
your shouted cursive I’ve been reading
You’re style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is

And, what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
‘Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they’re quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There’s no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words on paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging

And what a beautiful mess, this is
It’s like, picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
The kind and courteous is a life I’ve heard
But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt, oh dear
Cause here, here we are, here we are
Here we are

We're still here

And what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes

And through timeless words in priceless pictures
We’ll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it’s nice today, oh the wait was so worth it

I'm excited.

I'm going to the Beijing Olympics. The opening date is August 8, 8:00pm. My flight to Beijing is August 9th. It's going to be crazy~ I only booked a one way flight to China because I'm planning to travel my way down the east coast/east side. I guess I'll just have to figure out a way back to Korea once I hit Hong Kong.

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Today in class:

Cynthia: "She writed a letter to her mom. What's the past tense of write?"

Student: " ... "

Cynthia: "Past tense...of write"

Student: "Left!"

My mom was online when I signed into Gmail so I messaged her:

me: hello

Every time I come across Tyra while I'm channel surfing, I can't help but freeze and watch her show. And every time I watch Tyra, I can't help but think one thing: That woman is crazy. Plain. Crazy.

I always feel like I should read a book afterwards.